Currently Listening First Impressions of Earth By The Strokes see related

- waiting for some action...

we wish you a merry jingly, we wish you a merry jingly, we wish you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

invader zim. buy it.

*music note* on the first day of christmas my true love gave to me...I DONT FREAKIN KNOW! I GOTTA FIND OUT LATER!!!! *music note.

i prefer anticipation over surprise. this bites, but im gonna like it when it comes damnit.

love you sweetie.

sometimes i wish i had a period, then i could get backrubs. and complain about my day.

then i say to myself: 'matt. you stupid doof...'  and i dont have those thoughts anymore

Currently Listening You're a Woman, I'm a Machine By Death From Above 1979 see related

- sexy results

i try to stay out of it, but when someone is just that wrong, its hard. i mean, all she said was that we should have rented a movie...and he freaks like that? somethings a little off there. he looks for fights just so he can get his frustrations out... it bites. and id give him that fight every once in a while, but we're in HIS house with HIS rules and as stupid as HES being, i have to respect him in his domain.

the only thing that keeps me sane is the fact that when we move out he wont be able to do anything close to this in MY and HER domain. OUR domain will remain a place of peice. i will not have him poison our environment like he poisons his own.

Currently Listening Helena By My Chemical Romance see related

Back from the dead:

okay, so you people (if your still there) are like some form of hard drug. ill quit for a while, but in the end, ill always come back for more.

UPDATES:

me and katt are still together. still very deeply in love and shes still a wild one in...yea.

i still paintball. i got myself a very nice, very expensive gun (the one pictured in the corner, but custom coloured) and have improved alot in my game. i hope to tryout for a local team if i can find one.

if you read my last post, problem solved. ive become not just a welder but an ironworker. i do everything from jigwork to stair rails, to high steel beam work. my aprenticeship officially starts on teusday at 1pm, but i already have something like 950 hours counted for. (out of 5770) so i got a loooong way to go as far as that goes.

on the shallow side to life ive gained a little weight since ive been gone. my highschool co op involved 8 hours of strait welding. the problem was it was the same piece over and over again sitting down in a booth. and i ate alot. (i was up to 205lbs) but then i lost it all doing the ironwork and am now just dead sexy at 180lbs or pure muscle thankyaverymuch. lol. still got that lame sence of humor you all missed tho.

miss me?

... meh, me neither.